Change in my life...........
I am living in Berlin since 1970.
I grew up as the eldest child in a great family with my parents, 2 sisters and 4 brothers and 2 grandmothers.
I came with my first husband and my 2 children from Hofheim/Ufr. (a little town in Bavaria)
German Region of Hassberge
……… for working to Berlin.
My other 2 children are born in Berlin and my life was concentrated to my own great family.
When I was 40 years old, I began thinking…………my life must be change……………that can not be all………….but nothing happened………
In that time I worked as a nurse in an residence for old people and I read many books about “near-death-expieriences”, healthcare, inner and outer adventures and unusuall people…….but no answer arrived me!(.perhaps I did not listen deeply enough)
I was so sure, my life must be changed………..but how ????????
And so I was always searching……….but what I really searched, I don´t know!
In 1993 my husband died after 15 years illness and he was only 44 years old when he died.
The next 6 month I only worked.
But one day............I met some people from the community of Adi Da. And they and the written teaching opened my eyes for many other things. At first I was only wondering, but I was open and so there happened a lot.
I was feeling the great energy and demanding fire from Adi Da and that opened my heart and my mind for an other lifecondition.
I read the books from Adi Da, met the community, was beginning with yoga, participated in retreats. In Germany and in the Ashram in Maria Hoop / Netherlands:
In that time I took also some seminars in "Holotropic Breath" (plus additional bodywork)............they helped, provoked and challenged me incredably.........to take my life in my own hands again.
My family couldn´t understand this.........they were very concerned about me.
But...........this was the beginning of the change of my life...........and
this time was one of the best in my life...........
.............years later...........
I was sympathetic with the joint Ken Wilber study groups in Germany, Austria and Switzerland and listened Andrews Cohens Teachings here in Berlin........but today I am in no community..................therefore..........I love the Gaia Space as it connects even continents. And even the most diverse reference systems.